Yeah, so I got a new xanga again.  Ask if you want the link.

Had a math test today...it made my head hurt a lot, hehe.  I also turned in my essay today, which I stayed up 'till 1 correcting, so I hope I did good on it.  It's the 2nd essay we've done in English, and we got our 3rd paper assigned today.  Fun stuff...I'm so glad today's over though, Tuesday and Thursday are definitely my worst days for classes.

Anywho, so I'm going to East Wake on Saturday to maybe help out a little with their guard, but more importantly, to learn everything from CVP auditions from Ashley!  I can't stop thinking about it and I don't know why...I think it's because I've had guard withdrawal all summer, and now it's finally starting back up again.  I can't wait to get on the floor and perform...performing is something I really want to emphasize this year and max it out all that I can.  I can't wait whooot.

HOC's on Saturday too and I get to see everyone, so yay for Saturday :)  Tomorrow needs to hurry up and get over with...good thing I'm done with class at 11:05!

Speaking of class, I need to get some homework done and study for Italian...later!

98 on my math quiz, whoot!!  I hate math though, it frustrates me beyond belief but that's okay...we'll overlook that for having a high grade today.  I have a test in there Thursday, gag me.

Anywho, on a lighter note, I like English class.  I'm in the process of finishing my paper, just a couple of tweaks to do here and there.  I'm sort of starting to think that maybe my major should be English education, but I don't know yet...because I haven't taken a history class here yet and I could end up loving that too, so we'll have to wait and see.  I totally enjoy helping people write papers though and correcting grammatical errors/creating well-worded syntax and all that jazz.  I wish there was a double English/History teacher education major, but alas, there's not.  And I can't double major in both because history education has no room for free electives to take the English classes.  Ah well, we'll see what happens.

Ohh, and I might be going to one of Ashley's rehearsals to help out at East Wake, that would be so awesome, I hope it works out.  I'm also going to learn the stuff they did at CVP auditions, so whooot!  I can't wait, and then it's HOC for Saturday afternoon! ^_^ I get to see all the awesome guardies that are so incredibly wonderful...I miss them all like a pastry chef misses butter. 

I hate Tuesdays...because I have stupid classes at stupid times..but hurray that's it's over, because tomorrow is Wednesday, and I only have two classes!!  Yes, that's right, and I'm having lunch with Taryn!!!!  That's going to be awesome beyond belief, whoohoo, can't wait.

Well..I really need to get some work done which I've been neglecting all day, so off to the books.  :D

Looking back at me I see that I
Never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win

You are the antidote that gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that gets me
High

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You can see me stand on my own again
'Cause now I can see

You were the antidote that got me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that got me
High

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be
So cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

Crossfade is my love right now.

"And then the storm passed and everyone was happy."

That's a line from a short story we had to read for today...and it's so true right now :)

So my life is so efffing stressful right now, and you know what?  I'm going to see Corpse Bride soon so I can think about something else...and man, I really do need an escape right now.  I'm just so...tired...of everything.

Oh, and I have about 3 more pages of an essay to write, and some Italian to study, and some Sociology to read..hmm....hoorah for school!  Okay so not really.  Yay for oatmeal creme pies though, they are the best...and best friends named ABailey and Taryn because friends are just so incredibly cool to make you feel better.

Alright, I'm going to attempt to get another paragraph down on this essay, then it's off to the movies!!  Whoot.  :D  I love friends. 

Ohh, and a big congratulations to WHS marching band and colorguard because you guys rock, and got first!!  I knew you would, because y'all are so awesome like that, but I can't wait to see the show at HOC.  I know it'll rock my hot pants off.  ^_^

Okie, I feel a little better...later taters...:D